You just never know...

about life that is.  A friend of mine said that to me today. You think that you are on one path, walking along and before you know it that path has wound around and suddenly you are on a completely different path, headed in a completely different direction.  Sometimes it isn't what we want, and sometimes it leads us to something better in a very roundabout kind of way.  

I am not sure how I feel about that but at this particular moment that is what I think is happening with me. I think I am on one path headed one way and then all of sudden, oops, not anymore.  I like to think that I have grown enough as a person that I can seamlessly make this switch and not skip a beat, but sometimes, I can't.

Sometimes, you like the path that you are on and it takes blind faith to trust that you will eventually wind up in a place that you are happy with.  For me, the OCD in me just doesn't always allow a seamless transition.

**sigh**  if only I could learn to just go with the flow. It definitely would make things easier.  Or I could just drink more. That would make it easier too.