But the bigger questions have to do with self esteem. Mine, of course, because being inherently self centered that is who I am going to be focused on. Why are my moods based upon the amount of attention that I get from someone that I am interested in?? It shouldn't be, and based up my new janet jackson philosophy it totally shouldn't.
And yet it is. NTS: work on that.
I am strong and capable in all areas of my life except this one. Truly, and yet, no matter how many times I say, not again, I allow again to happen. And I think that I am just more upset at myself for even caring about the situation.
Ugh, emotionless sex is NEVER emotionless. Another NTS. Truly.
In related news, I have decided that boy toys are just an option at this point in time. I will advise if that development changes.
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{{{Rita}}}
Didn't we have a conversation about this?
:)
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